I have a Testimony..

I have no clue what my deal is but for the last few months, and probably even before that, I have slowly been on a downward spiral spiritually. I believe in the gospel, I know that it is true, but my actions recently do not show it like I know they should. I think its mostly just being lazy. It's definitely the easier route not to follow the teachings of the church. So, I have decided that I am going to work harder at being a good person. I am a mother, wife, sister & daughter and I know that the church is true and my actions should reflect that. First, I will absolutely be more cautious with the words I use in my daily conversations with friends and family. I will make more of an effort in going to church (all meetings of the day), attending the temple and just being a good example in general for my children and everyone around me. I will support my husband in his calling and strive to be a more patient person. I am very grateful for life and for all the blessings I receive on a daily basis. I testify that the gospel is true and know that when I am doing the things I have been taught all my life to do that things will work out and my family and I will be happy. I know that Thomas S. Monson is a man truly called by God to lead and guide us back home. I am grateful for the thought that if I keep the covenants I made with my Heavenly Father, I will have the ability to spend eternity with my family. I know they drive me crazy sometimes (a lof of times..) but at the end of the day I couldn't live without them. I love my family I love this gospel. The church is true! Amen.